sometimes...

it seems like in the last few years, life has thrown alot onto the plates of jill and jay.

i know everyone gets life thrown in their faces at times... and that its just meant for us to get through to the other side wiser, stronger and better equipped for what comes next. and we will get there. sometimes i just want to press the pause button.

granted alot of our life is great, full of the holy goodness stuff that i wouldn't change for the world.

but then there's alot of meh stuff that i wish we didn't have to deal with.

its just that sometimes life requires a swipe of your big girl lipstick....

and the healthiest dose of courage to get through it all.

but we'll come out on the other end with a marriage that rivals the best of em, where the sunshine's 100% of the time, and we can look back and say, "remember when...? that sucked."

i know this is so vague.

its just not the right time to mention some of these things because we're still dealing.

i know we have it better than alot of people in the world and this is not me complaining or wishing my life were different, i just need that extra dose of courage sometimes and today's one of those days.

sorry i don't have a great post for you today.

i just couldn't muster one up.

even just typing out this cryptic message has me feeling a little bit better.

at least we have our faith and health.

and love, which is so corny but so true :)

and we're making our way through this maze of life together.

i hope the sun's shining on you guys today.

love you, mean it.

JILL